NO SMOKING

The most amazing thing happened to me today. Normally when I wake up I usually grave for two things: coffee and cigarettes. Today miraculously this actually has changed. I woke up, went to the library, did some research and reading and it did not cross my mind to smoke or have my morning coffee. It seemed that it was totally deleted out of my system. I was so glad and it amazed me that it was that easy to quit smoking. It went ok the whole day, hamdu lillah.

I went afterwards to do some groceries: bought some dates, soup, milk and went home to prepare my Iftaar. While doing so I realized how much I actually missed my mom. She used to prepare our iftaar and make those delicious sambosa's (for me the highlight of the iftaar), I really miss it....

Now, several hours after the iftaar, the only thing I can think of is smoking. It seems I was a bit too enthusiastic.